todays song of the day is a re-write of

ashnikkos panic attacks in paradise. i started writing this song a little over a year after i was assaulted, this song actually took me like 3 weeks to write because it was really hard for me.

i remember my friend charlie showing me this song and artist for the first time i was instantly drawn.

this song was definetly the catalyst towards falling in love with the idea of writing songs as a way to let go of feelings. i am honestly so greatful for that shift in perspective because writing songs has been my saving grace over these last two years as i have dealt with some complex emotions (to say the least).

i don’t really know what else to write in this blog because this song is honestly just really personal and hard to talk about but maybe when my voice sounds better i will record a cover and put it on the internet for you to hear.

special shout out to the people who didn’t kick me when i was down over these last 4 years ♥️♥️♥️ i appreciate you♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️