Todays Song of the day is inspired by the feeling of being stuck in fight not flight for the last 4 years of my life. After being sexually assaulted my sophomore year of college I made a promise to myself to not let it change or stop my life for the worse.

Although I am very proud to say that this evil person pushed me to be the founder of this start up that i am oh so very passionate about along with a self published author of 4 books and counting.I have entered this part of my healing journey where I do actually really want to take a pause.

I think the idea that after a life altering event whether it be: being assaulted(sexually or physically), a death in the family, or simply just a life changing argument with a family member or significant other, it is unrealistic for it to not “change” You. When healing (still healing) from being raped, I think I was so stuck on not letting it change me that it hindered my growth.

I have now learned to embrace the change that each major life event evokes in me as a person (both positive and negative ones). Associating change with growth makes change seem less scary and thats what i wrote this song about. The idea that despite the chaos you always have to learn to make lemonade with the bullshit.

To those who read and have subscribed. I appreciate you. I cant wait to add audio to these blog posts one day so you can actually hear my songs.