Blog 06

Todays Song Of The Day is Inspired by my high school Ex Boyfriend - it’s just a silly little song not really that deep more so just something I think is funny.

He is the only boyfriend i’ve ever had and after being single for the last 5 years and spending time psychoanalyzing the only relationship i’ve ever been in (because obviously i’m an over thinker) I decided that i wasn’t in love with him and that I don’t know what love is and that being with him felt like performative activism. like I was playing the girlfriend role just because i wanted to try being someone’s girlfriend.

i hope his feelings don’t get hurt if he reads this. however, If they do I guess it’s karma because he cheated on me on his Europe trip and to this day I am so embarrassed that he even gets to say that i’m his EX because i don’t claim this energy.

that being said, the relationship wasn’t all bad he was nice i will give him that!! and it taught me so many things about what i don’t want in a relationship when i meet someone i actually like!

for starters: maybe someone who’s down to have sex with the lights on.