blog #14

todays song of the day is inspired by something surprisingly dark. so before i share (TRIGGER WARNING)… i actually wrote this a really long time ago. i wrote this when i was in my phase of trying to find my power and embrace my sexuality again after being assaulted.

growing up i was never taught to save myself for marriage, in fact quite the opposite. i was raised in a home where sex wasn’t “special” it was something that everyone did and it was just another normal part of life. my point in bringing that up is: it wasn’t until i was r*ped that i was able to understand how sex could be bad. now i know what you’re thinking that’s such a strange thing to think about. but after some research it actually is a quite normal thought pattern to go down after being sexually assaulted. i’m not really sure why, but until it happened to me i really struggled to understand how sex could be bad, and scary.

that being said, this song isn’t about sexing being bad or scary but quite the opposite. i wrote it as a way to remind myself of that. thanks for reading.