blog #18

yesterdays song of the day is actually inspired by my toxic relationship with adderall (even though it sounds like a love song). isn’t it so weird that the most random things will inspire a song.

but yea, i was one of those kids who got prescribed literally legal meth and it fucked me up so badly. it made me think i couldn’t get anything done or be smart or productive without taking it.

happy to say i haven’t taken it in over a year and i am now 100% confident that it wasn’t the pill that made me smart, it wasn’t the pill that made my personality, and it most definitely wasn’t the pill that helped me in anyway shape or form. in fact it actually did quite the opposite.

kind of like a toxic ex. which is why this sounds like a song about a toxic ex. sorry to disappoint but the only toxic ex i have is my relationship with a little blue pill called adderall whom i still think of every now and then but never go back because i know it’s not worth the havoc it causes on my body. k thanks for reading ! don’t do drugs, and if a psychiatrist tells you to take something - do you’re own research first!!!!!!