blog #20

i have covid so i forgot to post yesterdays blog post so this is two in one. the song about friends was actually something i wrote in 2020 (times a construct) it was something i wrote when i felt like talking about something that made me upset wasn’t worth addressing because 1. im bad at talking about my feelings and 2. big picture i knew it didn’t matter. it just stung in the moment…. 3 years later re reading the song, i laugh. it’s funny how time really does heal things and am so greatful that everything is better in this new chapter. i am so greatful for all of my friends and i would never want anyone to think i didn’t feel that way! thank you to my friends who let me be me ♥️

the second song is actually inspired by none other than my own imagination. and also from the vault. wrote her over a year ago maybe two. i haven’t had a love life in so long so i like to write weird love songs. that being said, this most definetly doesn’t constitute as a love song. i just tried to channel my inner 20 year old girl pent up frustration if i got cheated on by some lame LA trust fund baby that everyone’s had sex with before.